Confusion

Well what can I say? My internship's over and it was kinda bittersweet. I was glad to leave the slave ship but at the same time devastated about leaving my friends there. Omar, Adrian (both of them) Troy n Theo (yes I called them my friends) Michael, Neville, Matches...all the merchandisers...like uncle Grace n uncle Nestle...n Marlon from Facey, Chad from Wisynco...especially Michael. He's been more part of me than I could ever imagine. And he loves me so very much. I think I do too...cuz throughout this whole thing, I've not once thought about Terike...I mean the separation felt good to the point where I feel so refreshed n whatnot but now I'm conflicted...do I stay with Michael? Or go back to Terike? I dunno.