Crush

So um there's this boy I met on Facebook last night, and we started talking...getting to know each other and basically having a really good time. For some reason I tend to flirt and not know that I doing it; but with this boy is...different..I can feel myself flirting with him...I mean I know we just met and w/e but I sense a connection building. We have similar interests i.e music..physical preferences, hobbies and stuff. He's really cute and such a sweet heart, and silly..just like me so its like a match made in heaven right? Just refreshing to not try flirting with an Ardenne boy...wait..more specifically; an Area man...I can't take it anymore. I realize that after I broke up with Vernon the guys I've dated either went to Ardenne or go to area or both. Prime example: ED. He went to Meadowbrook but I met him at Area. David: Went to Priory n George's but I met him at area. Yuffy: Went to Ardenne AND frequents area. So you can imagine my frustration. I told him that I liked him just now, he blushed. LOL

To be continues

First post

Caught in the cross steps of real n not, finding myself questioning the reality of logic. In this nonsensical world of disbelief I pull away from the non reality that is my mind. Running away from the nonsense that pollutes my world because this world is filled with the negativity of trying to fit in. But why? Why should we want to fit in in the world of "Too thin, get bling, big house 5 cars unlimited bitches'' and so forth...is it really my imagination that causes me to think that its all bullshit? Come on people wake the fuck up. We're not meant to be the same. But yet the media keeps telling us to be this be that, uniqueness is over rated....Well I say FUCK THAT SHIT!! No one person in life is meant to be like the other.

To be continued