Ever since I was little, I always found some way to see the good in a person, no matter how many times I was told that that same person was no good. That trait has followed me to this very day. I'm always incapable of seeing the bad in a person until they hurt me and even then; I still believe, trust and sometimes even love that person. They all make claims to be "no good" for me; but I show them the light that I see that they sometimes didn't know they had. And even know I always set myself up for heartache, I continue to love and believe in anyone who my heart tells me to care for.
I dunno if I have the strength to continue like that though. I love even though its one-sided most of the time. I care even though I'll never get the same. I believe in even though no one would believe in me. Will I always give my all and not hear that my effort was actually worth while? And even when all that does happen, I still continue the same habits...maybe I'm a glutton for punishment.
